forever-confused95

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Living in two worlds by forever-confused95, literature

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Living in two worlds

Swirls of great euphoria around me, The whole day is sucked out my mind In these few minutes everything's as it should be, Things are numbed and I am fine Like the calm before the storm, It's as peacefull as deep sleep, Only hours 'till I conform, Reduced to that damaged heap I'll soon be dragged back to life, Heavy regret pushing my chest. Feeling sick, agitation is rife, Exploding anger - all I can express But until my perfect world is broken, I will relish every sweet thought, And remind myself I can't be woken, Because all euphoria will be forgot

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Depression Feels like... by FireXkiraxcosplay, literature

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Depression Feels like...

Depression feels like there's a weight on your heart. It feels like you can't breath, From the amount of sorrow you're in. Depression feels like a never ending darkness. You've been wandering a while, And you have no idea where you're going. Depression feels like tomorrow will hurt. You wake up knowing you'll feel the same, And you have no clue what to do. Depression feels like being alone and unheard. As much as you wish to show everyone how terrible it feels, No one seems to catch on. Depression feels like carrying around stones. You get tired, And you can't do it anymore.

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Cutting Days by SolitaryChild, literature

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Cutting Days

Do you remember those days? I sure do. The days where I'd wear long sleeves or armbands no matter what the weather. cover the scars with tons of make-up Make up stories about the cuts on my arms or legs "The cat did it" "I got it shaving" "I fell in the woods" Stupid excuses like that. I remember the days when people would whisper when I walk in the room. The days when people called me a freak or a emo or a attention whore or a psycho just because I cut myself. I remember the days That I'd hide my razors clean the blood off the floor wash my bedsheets late and night so no one saw. I remember the days when I couldn't sleep

The Mayor's Daughter by impaledbycats13, literature

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The Mayor's Daughter

She cries for help but no one hears They all turn a deaf ear And a blind eye When they see the bruises on her face Even the doctors at the hospital don't care Because they aren't really there Not around the mayor's daughter Everything she does is fodder For gossip Not this Not when the fault is his She cried for help for years Walked down the school halls with tears Running down her cheeks No one saw and no one heard And since she died falling down the stairs Everyone's conveniently forgotten her No one really cares

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Sep 18
United Kingdom
Deviant for 14 years
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Becca.15.Scotland

LOVES-BarryMnailvarnish,pickles,B&J's,harajuku lovers,poems,photography,pyschology,winter clothes, beaches,hello kitty, horror movies, pacman, chinese food, Sophie Mckenzie, ToyStory(Well..all disney!) etc.

HATES-fake people,tea and coffee,moving around,mess,classical music,chavs, most vegetables,people who always change their mind,wet socks(random yes..) etc

btw;even though my deviantART looks depressing,its only cause i mostly use it for when im feeling sad and stuff.I prefer to write poems to vent,so dun worry - i can be happy :3 (:

Current Residence: dumfries :/
deviantWEAR sizing preference: varies dependent on the shop >:|
Favourite genre of music: rock atm. it always changes
MP3 player of choice: ipodclassicduh.
Shell of choice: ?
Skin of choice: my own :3
Favourite cartoon character: uh..lots lmao

Favourite Movies

too many..

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

skillet/superchic/boyslikegirls/ftsk/owlcity/MANY others!

Favourite Games

pacman

Favourite Gaming Platform

dslight?

Other Interests

writing poems :$ - singing - drumming

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forever-confused95

Feb 17, 2011

10 day Journal Meme :3

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~~10 Days~~ Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. Day Two: Nine things about yourself. Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart. Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot. Day Five: Six things you wish youd never done. Day Six: Five people who mean a lot(in no order whatsoever). Day Seven: Four turn offs. Day Eight: Three turn ons. Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now. Day Ten: One confession. Day 1 1.) - " I wish I could confide in you, but when you make jokes about how I feel it really hurts..you wonder why I don't tell you enough?Well there you go.I really care ab

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forever-confused95

Jan 25, 2011

A LONG QUIZ

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[X] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [X] I have many scars. [] I tan easily. (LOL no) [X] I wish my hair was a different colour [X] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour. [] I have a tattoo [X] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [] I have/I've had braces. [X] I wear glasses. (or contacts) [X] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free( I think most people would :/ ) [X] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [] I have more than 2 piercings. [] I have piercing in places besides my ears. [X] I have freckles. (Gah, I hate them) Family/Home Life [X] I've sw

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forever-confused95

Nov 23, 2010

Life and art update (:

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Long time no journal? ;) No idea what to put, i wanted to just burst out all my feelings onto this computer screen, but thought it would be stupid writing all the negative crap, because it will make me feel worse in the end..so i'm going to try and word most things positively :) So,art wise, i have done a lot more poems, but sometimes i wish i could have just randomers see it because then i would be judged on what i have wrote,and not on the subjects of the poems, which are quite sensitive - because of this, i just keep them to myself in a secret place in my room ;DD.I have done a few more photos, but none any better that what i have done s